took mc today cos my my throat and headache was killing me. killed me even more to wait almost an hour at the medical centre. cursed the freshies who were there for their checkup, but of cos i didnt mean it. haha cos this is just one of the lame reasons seniors use as an excuse to dislike freshies. anyway kinda sad cos im missing out on the KFC supersaver lunch today with the crazy bunch. yes, and to think that vicki, may and i were already discussing what to order yesterday. haha i'm so gonna miss em when PA's over.

went with ahweay last night to 武总 for the drawing of lots. was feeling rather sick and heachachey at that time already so felt quite bad for looking so shagged. and kept wishing aloud that it would be over soon, sorry manz didn't mean it. but i know it'd be worse for her to go down alone, cos we were like 2 girls in a sea of big, burly, and very smelly men. yes, those bloody smokers were trying to kill us. made me feel even more sick.

couldn't help asking john when he started smoking, and started describing to him how his black, ugly, peanut-shaped lungs must be now. the irony is when i tried to grab his cigarette and told him i wanted to puff (joking only of cos), he said if i ever started smoking, he would box me. haha, found that quite funny. whatever, jus kill us with the second-hand smoke then lol. yeah i know that smoking doesn't mean a person is bad, but somehow it totally changes our perception of him or her. when i first saw a good friend of mine smoking, i became afraid, don't ask me why, i don't know either.

happy 21st zhixian!

just last week i kept saying that i wanna tire and shag myself out, now i doubt whether i can take it. all i did was stayover at zhixian's chalet on saturday, and my body is giving way so fast.but had a really great time catching up with the 25/04 peeps and i'm looking forward to our next outing :) hope to see more of them around when school reopens.

ok time for emo of the day..saw something very touching on the mrt yesterday. so i boarded the train at dhoby ghaut and saw a handicap lady sitting in a small wheel chair. while getting on the train, she got stuck at the doorway and some of us behind panicked and started to try to help her push, but she told us not to instead cos we were doing it the wrong way. yes, so people who can stand on two feet can't even help those who can't.. useless. then an indian couple boarded the train with a baby pram. godness, even the baby pram was bigger than her and her wheelchair. but though it left her with not much space, i saw her turn her chair to look into the pram, and just smiled at the baby. her smile was so pure and genuine, i really felt touched. after which she quietly made her way out, all on her own without our help. the whole scene made my eyes so watery i think the guy beside me thought i was going to lean on his shoulder. talk about emo these days, wonder what's wrong with me.

cherish and treasure, i think we are all very, very lucky people.