faith.

if there's one thing i need from Santa this xmas, it'd be a whole basket of faith.

is there any faith selling for $20? so then i can add it to my wishlist for the JY-xmas gathering haha.

sometimes smiling everything away really works. but the biggest problem with me is i gain faith easily, yet i also lose it quickly. all it takes is a minor breakdown and i can lose it completely. i wish i didn't think so much, cos i truly believe that ignorance is a bliss. but i was born to be an idiot..i mean worry wart.

it's gonna be a really busy holiday and i don't think i have time to think about it..which is good. but it'll be back again, i'm sure.

so here i am, and i will be frantically filling up my days just to escape.