crippled.

i used to be so certain that i'd never go on a diet. i was so sure tt i'd never give up food for anything in this world.

BUTTTTT..thanks to the crippled ankle, there's now no jogging, no swimming. and no walking around anywhere the whole day either, cos it hurts like crap.

thank you for punishing me, really, for now im full of remorse and regret.
haha yes, i mean it this time. and it sucks to look back asking myself questions like "why so stubborn?" or "was it worth it?"

kor says possible redemption for me would be physiotherapy.
frak. i'll think about that later.

anyway so lil miss moku is going on a diet now!
no double helpings of rice.
no supper.
no oily food.
no snacking.
when hungry, drink only low fat milk.

at least until i lose my excess 5kg (as of this morning) wahaha, wish me luck!