HELLO! here i am blogging again after 928375294.499328 days..haha to start off with something dumb. skinz and i just witnessed a transvestite-looking woman (i couldn't even tell her race) quarreling with a chinese mother and son at ntuc. apparently all the chinese duo did was to touch that transie's stuff accidentally and..
"WHATEVER! just shut the fuck up!" the transie roared.
and it went on and on..
"No, why don't you shutup, BITCH!!"
"Bastard!"
"Bitch!"
"Bastard!"
haha either the he-she's really afraid of HFM disease or he-she's just plain troublemaker. and i don't blame the boy for blowing up and even his limited vocab at that point of time..cos if anyone were to so rude to my mum, i swear i'll slap them and rob them of their fatherhood (or motherhood. the transie is confusing me..)
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well anyway..really been feeling down lately but trying hard not to show it. haha yes i've been blessed with this great mastery, as gorilla calls it, the "bian4 lian3" or "change face" technique.
the truth is, most of the time im afraid to tell people what i'm worried about. partly cos im a worry-wart and worry about almost everything even if it doesn't relate to me (yes it's also called kpo). and partly cos nobody worries about these stuff anymore. so here's a good laugh for you: i'm worrying about the bad economy, about finding a place to stay if i don't get a hall, about how i can help save money, about how the world is clamped by disasters, about how people are starving, about my future, about my kids future. now can you beat that?
honestly, sometimes i really hate living here, in singapore. cos life is just too good, people fuss over food, waste food, complain and complain, go for the branded, fear hardship, never contented with their lives. just looking at the way some kids are brought up really irks me. and worries me..are my kids going to grow up demanding handphones, PSPs, and throwing me their half-eaten dinner? omygodness someone pls go ahd and KILL me if that happens.
if at this point in time you conclude that i'm facing some money problems, you are totally wrong. haha pls don't start donating money to my blog, cos i'm doing perfectly fine lol. in truth, i'm not worried about the money..maybe i've just been reading too much news and there are so many things going on around the world that are so painful. things that people here nowadays don't give a damn about.
precisely cos i'm not a saint myself..that's why i'm worried that one day, i might just become one of those superficial creatures mentioned above.
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