PA has ended no doubt, but it feels damn weird now. ironically, now that im free there's just so many things to do i dunno where to start from. haha i think i need to start planning my life once again.
training was relatively quiet, but a very happy one. we decorated our bridge! and it's perfect haha.
decorating the bridge, throwing out old stuff, cleaning the room - the sweat, the laughs, and the vulgarities haha..haven't enjoyed this kind of feeling for a long time. just plain, simple fun and finally doing something that i can enjoy without worrying about work or school. i love the team spirit..it keeps me going. and i must say that ivan is exceptionally ON lol. kudos to him for being sucha great coach, and one of the few men on earth who have successfully changed my perception of ah-beng-smokers. yup, a charming guy for his age indeed.
i believe that life is always full of uncertainty. many decisions to make, and many paths to choose. and right now i feel like im at one of these crossroads..no, or rather ive been standing here for so long just unable to make a decision. i fear uncertainty..but now i realize that the uncertainty doesn't scare me, it's the certainty that does.
and now im so scared, cos ive never been more sure in my life.
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