shit happens.

wake up your idea~

we went to send may off at T1 this morning. reminds me of the first time i sent kor off to melbourne. i hate goodbyes! 6 months in Adelaide..seems like so much to adapt and see and explore. haha may if you're reading this, must remember to update your blog! and take care too ok? =)

vicki, jenq, me, may ~ we'll miss ya!!

you know the feeling where you think that shit wont happen to you, but suddenly you realize that shit is really happening?

now, im really troubled. didn't get a hall and it doesn't look like im going to get one soon. not only me, many of my foreigner friends too. yesterday the office emailed all of us 14 pointers to get out after 15th july (our last day) and wait for the 2nd round results. so after our last day, there's gonna be extra charge of $10 per night. but they only allow us to stay up till 23rd july, after which we either go into "legal squatting" or move out. and since they think we are illiterate, they jus had to print this email out and stick it on my door this morning. fuck, it was like receiving a death note.

damn bloody angry with the hall system. so 9 and 10 and 11 and 12 pointers have gotten their rooms via appeal and interview. apparently, anyone who went for the interview got a room! as for us 14 pointers? they didn't even look at our appeals. jus chucked them aside and asked us to wait for the freaking second round. what's their reason? cos our points are "too high" for appeal. FUCK. what kind of system are you using? any person with a right and left brain would tell you that this is unfair! if you want appeals, then let the 14 pointers do their appeals first, instead of 8,9,10,11,12,13 pointers. i don't give a damn if 85% of the population has got 14 points..a point system is a point system, so bloody WAKE UP YOUR IDEA and use it.

really don't know when the stupid results are out. but i can already picture myself going up there to tell whoever, or whatever, that people like us have no home in singapore. i didnt come all the way here to sleep on the streets, or to squat in other people's room and cause inconvenience to their lives.

yes i know..looks like my temper hasn't been good recently, blowing up at things like the stupid eff-er pro-eff-sor. but i am always so hot-headed with things i feel are unfair or injustice. and im not going to give up without putting up a fight!

10 years living here and never once have i had to worry about having a roof over my head. haix..the only optimistic thing i can tell myself is that this is a big challenge and experience for us.

feeling totally unreceptive now..in dire need for some support and encouragement. gimme gimme. =(