and i had a bad day.

a bad day for me, mentally at least.

was nagging at everyone in the car, especially my sis. why am i so impatient with people i love? i only know how to act smart sometimes, i think i know, but actually i don't.

i'm an unforgiving freak. sometimes i dig out past stories just to remind him how they caused me to be unhappy.

i slipped many times today during training. kept falling and falling, and my heart was sinking. thanks guys for grabbing me, supporting me, and trying to fix everything nicely for me. i'm now wondering was it really due to the "new" slippery pail? i only wish i was more competent.

i don't think i'm good at cheering people up. and i'm bad at planning my life.

haven't been working hard at boggle. i awe at how i manage to blank out even after 3 years playing the same game. just shows how much effort i've been putting into it.

but i wanna pat myself on the back for being able to smile till now. i promise to stick by my principles..and never let my emotions affect you guys. i hope i keep my promise.