reality.

just came back with gorilla, princess n ahweay from Ma Maison and mini shopping at bugis. i miss their company..they make me feel back on earth and back to reality. haha childish sometimes, but so real.

feeling lousy cos been making dumb mistakes at work, and i am most certain i can make it to the PA Dean's Blacklist. the rest of the interns are alert, smart, capable and confident..haha i'm the exact opposite. reminds me of what an old friend said to me after reading my palm (apparently her family was expert at palm reading). "you will make it, but you have to work twice as hard as others". that inspired me for a while, but then again talk is cheap right?

haix. this week is just not a good week. i don't feel the oomph.

went with the LD gang to the mayflower staff club for beer last night after training. yes i know i promised not to drink anymore but i guess i just wanted to last night. had a nice long chat with em, really loved it. they are the most mischievous ppl around, but they remind me what a tough life is like. and i really love them for who they are. anyway true, exercising helps to resolve, but drinking helps to forget. just that drinking costs a bomb and exercising is free lol.

hope to keep up with the regime - jogging on weekdays and swimming on weekends. i want to get tired so i won't have energy to think so much. i have tried jurong point, so next i shall try lakeside, chinese garden, jurong east..

yes yes as ivan always says "talk like thunder, but no rain".. haha i'll prove you wrong.